Ok, so I have been eating like crap. I have no one to blame but myself. I have no excuses. I am not going to make my 20 pound loss goal by vacation. I have still lost 4-5 inches off my waist, and feel much better about myself, but I will not have met my goal in time. I feel like I have let myself down, but I just have to face the facts. I just wish I had the will power to eat better. I dont know why I got the working out down and can kick my own ass at the gym, that is the hard part. Why can I not force myself to eat right? It is so easy to eat right, but I find myself in the pantry just going crazy. I just can not stop. I just wish I could stop. I wonder if I will ever be thin, because I love to eat crap food. Ok, I blame the Punteney gene, damn it.