Well, they all say that today is a day for love. I do not agree. It is a day for fights. Just picture it, your husband comes home with out anything, because you had talked about not doing anything for Valentines day. He did not get the hint. Now you have to go around all day pissed off because you did not get some stupid stuffed animal that sings "I got you babe". There is way too much pressure on this stupid holiday. I myself say every year that we don't need to do anything, but here I was tonight thinking how upset I was when I did not get anything. When he finally came in with roses and a card, I felt stupid. I had fallen for the holiday curse, if you don't get a gift that means your not loved. Just stupid. Did I mention that I did not get him anything!!! OOOPS
Today Bella is 8 weeks old. The time is just flying by, and it is making me sad. Only a few more weeks and I will be going back to work. I don't mind going back, it will only be for a few hours a day, but I am nervous. Sundays will be the hardest part of my week, because it is the only day that I will be working a full 8 hour shift. Oh well, we all have to do it some time.
We had to take Bella to the doctor yesterday, she has thrush (a mouth infection). Her current weight is 11 pounds and 1.5 ounces. She has grown 3 1/2 pounds in 8 weeks. She is definitely not going hungry. I had to get her some new pants again, because she keeps growing out of them. Spencer also needs some new pants, that kid is growing like a weed too. Speaking of Spencer, I called around today to find out what school he will be attending in the fall. It is really hitting home on how old he is getting. Oh well. Now I am going to have to deal with the letting him get on the bus thing. You know I will be one of those moms who follows the bus all the way to school. I don't know how I am going to let him out of my sight, it is going to hurt so bad. I keep hearing how the time apart will be good for the both of us, and to tell you the truth, I really think it will only be good for him. It is a good thing Bella came into my life when she did, or I would be very very very sad when he went to school. Just think, I will have to do this giving my kids up thing at least one more time. Talk about hard.
OK, I have sent most of you the pictures of Bella I took tonight. She is 7 weeks old today, and I am keeping really good track of what she looks like. Sorry for the hundreds of photos I keep sending, I just never get to see anyone, and I want to share how cute she is. She is smiling allot more now, and the pictures I got tonight show that really well. She cracks me up.
Lets all send good thought to Aunt Allison and Uncle Peppy while they are on their trying journey this week. We love them so much and only want to hear good news. Good luck Antie Al. I love you.
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Oh well. Now I am going to have to deal with the letting him get on the bus thing. You know I will be one of those moms who follows the bus all the way to school. I don't know how I am going to let him out of my sight, it is going to hurt so bad. I keep hearing how the time apart will be good for the both of us, and to tell you the truth, I really think it will only be good for him. It is a good thing Bella came into my life when she did, or I would be very very very sad when he went to school. Just think, I will have to do this giving my kids up thing at least one more time. Talk about hard.
