Ok, I am going from only having 1 day off a week for the last 5 weeks, to having today off, Saturday off, then Monday and Tuesday off. Wednesday next week starts my normal days off again. Thank god. I will miss the paychecks, but because I am working 1 more hour a day because of being open an hour later for summer, I will be getting paid for 4 more hours a week. I also am keeping the 9 hour shift, but moving it to Sundays. I will have Monday and Tuesdays off again, just like before. Again the only difference it I was only working 5 hours on Sunday, and now it will be 8 after my lunch. I am happy to do it for now, but when summer comes I am sure I will regret my choice. John wanted me to have Sunday off, and work my 8 hour shift on Monday. But doing that would mean I would get my days off on different days, and not next to each other. I need my days off in a row.

Today I will be going to the library to take our books back, going to the bank, going to the mall to look for something nice for myself, and getting my stash waxed. Then I will be meeting John at the gym for a really good workout and tan!!! I have to work tomorrow, so it seems like I should just take it easy, but with all the days off I am getting in the next week, it will be ok.

I just wanted to say... I have lost 15.5 pounds!!! I am a god!!! That is all. Thank you.

I dont feel good. I dont know if I mean my body, or head. I am feeling sort of blue tonight. I worked tonight, shocked arnt you. I was talked to about leaving over 3 thousand dollars in the self checkout machine. The thing about that is, I dont think it was me. I have not had a chance to ask the ones that watched the video of it if I was one that made the ooops. I will be getting to the bottom of it soon. I did not get in trouble, all the money was there the next morning before the store opened. But it was a close one. I really dont think it was me that did it. I have been doing the job for over 6 months now, and I really think if I was to make a mistake like that, I would not have done it on 3 out of 4 machines. It just doesn't seem like something I would do. I actually do pay attention while working. By the way, you would think I would have been in alot of trouble if I really was the one that did it. I think that the other person that helped me close self check out is the one that forgot to grab the money. He was talked to right away, and by two managers. I was just talked to by my boss, no managers were there. I guess I should have double checked his work, but who would have thought you would have to do that with a person that management put in charge of the entire store!!! Whatever.

So today is the one day off I get this week, and I am sick. Again. This is my 4th cold in the last 4-6 weeks. I am so tired of being sick.

I talked to the person that does our schedules yesterday. It looks like I will be getting Mondays off!! I will only be getting 1 day off still for a while, but as long as I get 1 of Johns day off I should be ok. I just hope they freaking hire someone soon. I dont know how much longer I can have a mile on my face while working.

My baby girl is getting so big so fast. It is making me sad. She still is not talking, but can communicate with us so her doctor is not worried. I hear that when she is 2 and not talking, it should be looked into, but that is a long time away. She says some words, but nothing like her brother was doing when he was her age. She says mom and dad, but only when she is really mad. She yells at Bob and Kitty when she sees them, yelling their names. She says up, sometimes. She once said Spencer, and it was super cute. She listens and does things we ask her, so I guess that is all I can ask for. She loves to kiss the cats when we ask her to, and she throws things away on command. She is super cute, and I love her sooooooooooo much.