Ok, so I have been eating like crap. I have no one to blame but myself. I have no excuses. I am not going to make my 20 pound loss goal by vacation. I have still lost 4-5 inches off my waist, and feel much better about myself, but I will not have met my goal in time. I feel like I have let myself down, but I just have to face the facts. I just wish I had the will power to eat better. I dont know why I got the working out down and can kick my own ass at the gym, that is the hard part. Why can I not force myself to eat right? It is so easy to eat right, but I find myself in the pantry just going crazy. I just can not stop. I just wish I could stop. I wonder if I will ever be thin, because I love to eat crap food. Ok, I blame the Punteney gene, damn it.

So the same week that the boy looses a tooth, my baby girl is getting 4 new teeth. 2 of the 4 popped out between last night and lunch today. The other 2 should be out really soon. She seems to be taking it like a trooper, but I am sure it has to hurt.

I weighed myself tonight at the gym. I am down 17.5 pounds, putting me at 220. I am super proud. It has given me the boost I needed to keep going.

Well, he did it. Spencer lost his first tooth yesterday. It was one of the happiest days of his life. He is soooo cute toothless. I am loving it.
Tomorrow is his 6th birthday, and we get to have the party on the same day. I have been working my butt off, as usual, trying to get everything perfect. I dont know that it will get done, but I will stay up all night trying!! Dont worry family, I will email you all the pictures in a few days. We should have a blast tomorrow. I am super excited to show him the present I made him. In planning his birthday, I have come up with Bellas theme. I should start buying the stuff now, because I always spend too much. That way I still have money left for Christmas.
Well, I really should be doing twenty other things, not blogging, so I am going to go. TTFN!!