I am sad because I feel like I am not seen. I know people hear me bitching at them, but is that all that I am?

Well I have been hitting the gym every day for 2 weeks now, with the exception of the Thursday nights(Spencer has to get up at 8am for school on Friday, so I need to be in bed by midnight and that does not give me enough time to go to the gym), and Saturday nights(I have to get up at 5am and get ready for work on Sundays, no way I can workout the night before!!). I am about to start my period, and the scale has been killing me. I have "gained" 5 pounds in 1 week. I just hope I start and can lose the extra pounds. I am curious to see how much actual weight I have lost by working out "every" day. I have also started the vitamins again, and drinking at least 64oz of water every day. Let me tell you how inconvenient it is to drink 64oz of water (well, Crystal Light). It is hard to get it down, but harder to fit the time in at work to get it out, if you know what I mean. The freaking bathroom is all the way at the back of the store, and any time you walk around with your apron on, it is fair game for all customers to stop you and ask stupid questions. Even if your hand is on the freaking bathroom door, they will still stop you to ask questions. Rude. I am not a fan of customers. Any who, I should be working on the second job, not blogging, so I am going to go, but first let me just say...

Good idea Aunt Debbie, I think I will check out the thrift stores in town!!

Denise, I also can only think of vacation. I feel like everything I do lately is plan plan plan, and I love it!! Super stoked !!!!

So because I have been loosing weight, I needed new clothes. I have gotten a few bras and a few shirts, but I need need new pants. I have a hard time keeping my pants up. If I have to bend over to pick something up, it is all over. I am tired of the saggy pants. I am sure I look like I messed my pants from behind.

I am enjoying the new shirts. I have about 5 black shirts, that was all I was wearing. But I got a yellow, hot pink, and a white shirt the other day. I look good in hot pink. Pink is my favorite color. Now that I am tan, pink doesnt make my face look funny. I have noticed that pink makes my imperfections more pink, but a nice tan takes care of that problem. I have been working on my tan for a month or so now, and I am looking so freaking awesome. I really feel like a new woman. With the new bras, my boobs are looking good too. I am now a fan of the girls!! Dont misunderstand me, I am going to get most of them removed some day, I dont love them that much. I have to say, my skin is looking better now a days also. I think it is the water I am drinking, not to mention all the sweating I am doing. Being 30 is not so bad after all, I feel and look better than I did in my 20's!!!

So, I have lost 17 pounds!!! I am just so proud of myself. I plan on going to the gym every chance i get from now until vacation. I really think I am going to meet my goal. I am having a hard time coming up with money to get new clothes, this is the only down fall to all this hard work. I know I shouldn't, but I am going to have a bowl of coco puffs, good night.

Well, I cant stop thinking about Grand Coulee. I have that sickness where all you want to do is go on vacation. I can NOT wait for Merorial weekend. We will be leaving Shelton on Thursday the 22nd and staying in Leavenworth (I have yet to get a hotel, so I am hoping it will be a possiblity to stay some where there). Then Friday afternoon we will head into Grand Coulee. We are staying with the cuz's in their house. We are super excited to stay with them. They are way fun. However, I still need to find out when they will be coming into town. Then on Monday or Tuesday we are going to make the very long drive to Oregon to the Sea Lion Caves. I have never been there and I think Spencer will enjoy it, Bella loves animals, so she should like it too. I have not figured out the time thing on when we are leaving Coulee and leaving Oregon. That is still up in the air. We still cant wait!!!