I dont feel good. I dont know if I mean my body, or head. I am feeling sort of blue tonight. I worked tonight, shocked arnt you. I was talked to about leaving over 3 thousand dollars in the self checkout machine. The thing about that is, I dont think it was me. I have not had a chance to ask the ones that watched the video of it if I was one that made the ooops. I will be getting to the bottom of it soon. I did not get in trouble, all the money was there the next morning before the store opened. But it was a close one. I really dont think it was me that did it. I have been doing the job for over 6 months now, and I really think if I was to make a mistake like that, I would not have done it on 3 out of 4 machines. It just doesn't seem like something I would do. I actually do pay attention while working. By the way, you would think I would have been in alot of trouble if I really was the one that did it. I think that the other person that helped me close self check out is the one that forgot to grab the money. He was talked to right away, and by two managers. I was just talked to by my boss, no managers were there. I guess I should have double checked his work, but who would have thought you would have to do that with a person that management put in charge of the entire store!!! Whatever.

So today is the one day off I get this week, and I am sick. Again. This is my 4th cold in the last 4-6 weeks. I am so tired of being sick.

I talked to the person that does our schedules yesterday. It looks like I will be getting Mondays off!! I will only be getting 1 day off still for a while, but as long as I get 1 of Johns day off I should be ok. I just hope they freaking hire someone soon. I dont know how much longer I can have a mile on my face while working.

My baby girl is getting so big so fast. It is making me sad. She still is not talking, but can communicate with us so her doctor is not worried. I hear that when she is 2 and not talking, it should be looked into, but that is a long time away. She says some words, but nothing like her brother was doing when he was her age. She says mom and dad, but only when she is really mad. She yells at Bob and Kitty when she sees them, yelling their names. She says up, sometimes. She once said Spencer, and it was super cute. She listens and does things we ask her, so I guess that is all I can ask for. She loves to kiss the cats when we ask her to, and she throws things away on command. She is super cute, and I love her sooooooooooo much.

I am getting tired of working so freaking much. I am still only getting one day off a week. On top of that, my second job is becoming really demanding. I just want a few days off for me. I really dont know why they have not hired a new head cashier. The only other head casher is pregnant and will be gone soon. What the heck will they do then. Even if she comes back, I am not going to work 6 days a week while she in gone. Not going to happen. They have finally put up a new schedule where I get 2 days off, but it is the first week in April. I really wanted opening day off so I could stay home and watch the Mariners game with my family, but they did not give it to me. My patients are running thin, very thin. I hate that I am working so hard, and that they wont do anything to help me out. I dont know why they think I am going to put up with it much longer. I am going to tell them today that I want Mondays and Tuesdays off again, like I had it before. I need a day off with my husband, and I deserve a day off with him. If they can afford to give me 2 days off the first week of April, why have I been working 6 days a week for the last 4 weeks? Nothing has change, so where is the extra time coming from. I just dont get it.

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