So John was asking me today when we were going to get Bellas social security card, and I said that they would mail it to us. However, it did seem sort of weird that it has been 6 weeks and we have not gotten it. Well, the SS building is just down the road, so we stopped in to see what the hold up was, seeing how we can not claim her on our taxes until we have that number. Well, it would turn out that they have no record of her. It would seem that she does not exist. Tell that to my stretch marks!!!! Any way, it looks like we have to go to the hospital and get some sort of record to take to the SS office. I don't need her card right now, but I need the number. So, it looks like the government has me in a holding pattern. I guess all that new furniture can wait.

We all went for a walk at Capital Lake today. It was REALLY REALLY cold, but fun. It feels good to get outside again, we all have cabin fever. Don't know about you, but we are looking forward to spring. Who knows, maybe with spring will come a cleansing for all of us. It looks like the Punteney (and extended) family needs it. Thank you all for your words of hope about my Grandpa. He was a grumpy old man, but I did love him and will miss him.

Today I found out that my grandpa died on Friday of pancreatic cancer. I am not sure what is going on, but I feel that there are too many people getting sick in my life. I am having a hard time dealing with it all.

I feel really bad that my grandpa never met my children. I am not sure why, but it never crossed my mind to ever send him any pictures. The only peace of mind I am having with this, is that grandma is bitching at grandpa in heaven tonight. Together again. I only hope that they both forgive me for being so selfish. I love you grandma and grandpa. I will miss you.

I wanted to jump on the blog bandwagon. Am I super cool now?! I guess this is a really good way to keep people updated on the kids and what is going on with us. I only hope I can learn the ins and outs of what the heck I am doing. Between you and me, I am not that good with computers. So as some of you know, Bella is will be 6 weeks on Tuesday, that means I will be going back to work really soon, , time is really going by quickly. She has started smiling, but has yet to laugh. However she does sort of laugh in her sleep, explain that one!!! Spencer is doing good. He is full of energy and is driving me crazy on a daily bases. He needs to run track or something. We will be moving in April to be closer to Johns family, and we could not be any happier. It is only down the road 10 minutes, but we are so excited. We will have more room and more storage . Well, I guess the only other cool thing is Bella has been sleeping in her crib the last 3 nights, and I am very proud of myself for doing that. It took me a very long time to get Spencer is his own bed, and as some of you know, he is now back out and doesn't want back in it! I will not let that happen with this one.

Any ways, I will keep every one updated on Bellas progress, and all the cool things Spencer is doing. Good bye for now, Cori. AKA Super Cori